Thursday, December 17, 2009
trust me.I'm worrying on the inside.
you don't see me shaking,
but on the inside it feels like my world has been wrecked with earthquakes and volcanoe eruptions.
I stay calm and composed on the outside,
when inside it feels like whirlwinds and hurricanes.
How much longer can i keep up with this?
forever.
yes, maybe.
Until the annoying sensation dissapears.
The world is insane.So am I & so are YOU.I'm honestly fearing work this coming sat.
Gotta work till 3am.
wtf?
I'm anticipating total uncontrolled madness from kids who wanna be matured.
Not that I'm throwing insults but it seem like those teens who wanna drink and party till they drop always appear as immature and stupid to me.
I bet they'll have teh same thinking when they grow older.
AH WELL.
after all, they say, it's the fun dude. THE FUN.
but fuck fun when the fun gets in my way.
MEANING, i have to rush to complete your orders and you acting like drunkards asking for more beer?! And making a big HU HA when I don't give you your booze.
not cool dude.
work is work.life is like.me is me.TTFN!
; carmella [L]
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
" I laugh, I love, I hope, I try I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, me and you "
Colin Raye
You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy,the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named Bush, Dick, and Colon.
Chris Rock
alright,
I had a wonderful dinner today.
the end.
TTFN.
work tmr. work tmr. work tmr.
I can go on and on and on ):
; carmella [L]
“You are what I never knew I always wanted”
From the Movie, Fools Rush In
hello gila people.
I'm feeling the "in-love" mood.
Not that I've just fallen in love but more of "what is love" kinda mood.
Just, pondering over the meaning of love.
After two days of chalet madness and the company of my wonderful ex-mates,
it's time for some carmella self time!
Okay, during my self tine, I usually do stuff that is of no benefit to ANYONE.
I just do whatever I want and usually it's just random stuff.
Eg. listening to tunes that are deem hot to me on you tube or reading blogs that are full of trash and get amused by it or surfing lookbook for the latest look or checking out random people's FB or watching anime or editting crappy pics
YA OKAY GET THE DRIFT.
Anyway, today, I decided to search on love quotes after readin someone's blog.
I've seen many people do stupid things for love.
On top of this whole thingy I'm bringing to you,
I manage to catch a phrase at a shop in cineleisure today,
it says,
love is not only blind but it's also deaf, dumb and stupid....
NICE.
I wanna "like" that phrase together with the pic that goes with it.
Oh well.
ALL IN ALL,
love is just one of a kind.
I'm still learning!
I guess we all are!
(:
Oh by the way,
Do you know the people of srjc's batch 1s24 2007?
I can speak so much of but nothing beats experience.
alright, chalet was awesome despite the first day being kinda draggy & sleepy.
Second day totally rocked.
pictures up in FB, no need to say much!
& speaking bout quotes this one is seem kinda confusing,
“We loved with a love that was more than love.” ~Edgar Allan Poe
oh well, cheers to love!
for if it's not for love, i'll never be here.
TTFN.
; carmella [L]
Monday, December 07, 2009
CRAPPY ITCHY EYES.
hello world.
I've got a pair of problematic eyes yet I still thank god for having them because without them, I'd never get the chance to take a peek at this wonderous world of ours!
ANYWAY.
I'm so pissed off with myself.
I cannot find my time in card!
I'm so hungry right now.
AND, I wanna buy that pair of shoes!
I also want to get a black leather jacket.
PLUS! I want my phone bills to be paid.
I wanna be using 910 and not my prepaid.
I WANT I WANT I WANT.
oh shutup carmella.
kay, seeyou around.
TTFN!
; carmella [L]
Saturday, December 05, 2009
VANILLA TWILIGHT
hi (:
My days were fruitful.
Busied myself with work, friends and I don't know what!
Okay, last friday I went shopping with chuin sin.
Unfort, the flea we were supposed to go to let us down.
YUP.
so instead it was HELLO ORCHARD.
However, it got really depressing during moments where we could not find any nice stuff!
By the way, the stupid sour plum at ion's basement was more like sea water.
So pls, if youe ver crave for sour plum drink, STAY AWAY from ion's basement one.
I know I'm being very explicit here but it was a drink that could cause serious kidney failure okay!
Today, I went to work and after that I went ORCHARD again!
Met sheena & gang!
They were hanging out at shokudo!
We sang her happy birthday!
And man, I miss those people lah!
OK. next time a proper session k!
Kum weng keep saying I so long nv see em. BLA BLA BLA.
But sorry guys was really too tired an dbroke to saty for midnigh movie!
Tmr.
it's a new day!
On a totally unlinked note,
i think i need to drink more plain water.
Been long since i've seen eshlyn & debbie.
MAKE A NOTE CARMELLA.
tell you a sceret,
Shopping give me temporart happiness.
TTFN!
; carmella [L]
Thursday, December 03, 2009
you gave me words I can't say.
I had an awesome night thanks to the those last night.
work soon, I'm tired.
TTFN! (:
; carmella [L]
Sunday, November 29, 2009
GOTTA LIVE LIKE WE'RE DYING.
i don't know if you'll read this, but i hope you do (:
i can never be a perfect replacement because i'm a whole new thing altogether.
& this does not come by easy. trust me.
anyway people, i'm so hooked to taio cruz - break your heart!
check it,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rOg_IHwXWsk&feature=channel
YEH, GO AHEAD & DANCE TO IT.
oh my word,
my life seem extremely mundane.
HOW?!
die :D (with a hint of sarcarsm)
The radio's being my bestfriend now.
And I just heard amy whinehouse (is that how you spell her name?) is getting back with her ex-husband.
HAH, -.- break up then make up? why do people do such things? Doesn't it hurt a lot before? weird huh people?
Then come up with songs about heartbreak and love all over again. It's like laughing & crying at the same time!
Okay, am starting not to make sense, ):
Oh yes! on a much gloomier note, I'm unable to celebrate xmas at home this year!
It feels alittle foreign to know that xmas is coming yet no decorations are up in my lil home.
): carmella's sad because xmas is her favourite season of the year!
No xmas tree, no stockings, no festoons! ):
TTFN.
; carmella [L]
Friday, November 27, 2009
MY GOD, I want to sleep but I cannot fall sleep!
how lame?! -.-
hello one and all.
Okay, my state is as you can see from above!
): it's making me go insane!
not forgetting the sickness i'm battling within, carry on and i'll just shrivel & wither away!
I need rest but rest doesn't want to welcome me.
Listening to my radio and staring blankly at my comp screen!
I almost forgot I've got myself a blog! hah! that's why I'm here (:
Anyway, work was tiring but i kinda enjoy esp when my colleagues do stupid nonsensical stuff that makes me laugh!
PLUS! it was RNB yesterday!
grooving to almost all the tunes (:
my boss asked me whether i loved the music, of course i did!
& he said it gave him headaches, LOL! funny nice boss (:
K maybe I should hit wavehouse with some of my friends one day!
hmmm, maybe a tanning session? although I'm like BLACK enough.
it's funny how spore can be so small.
People go up to me asking me you know "bla bla bla" then you'll think for awhile and go OH YEAH. i know, bla bla bla, so what's your name?
& that's how a new friendship starts out sometimes, weird huh!
oh well.
Not relating to anything above, faruq's birthday coming!
Make sat an awesome day! (:
Oh yeh, had a sudden meet up with cindy yesterday!
caught shirla and chih chuan briefly before saying our goodbyes!
Our meet up was short lived apparently!
However, both was looking good (: niceee. LOL! && Everytime I see shirla, I cannot shut up.
Headed to simpang, again, another random idea.
I was craving for the nasi pattaya! HAD IT, LOVED IT. satisfied.
k vivo is boring me. sentosa as well!
what else?! MY LIFE.
hah no lah (:
As are gonna end. I feel the excitement for my friends (:
waiting to hear gd news next yr!
Anyway, I had a fulfilling chat with cindy yesterday. talked about life basically.
well, our lives to be specific.
As the saying goes, life is just unfair at times and you've just gotta make the best out of it (:
umm, that's what I think lahhh!
enough inspirationy inpirational shit from me. (yeh total contradiction but lets not question it)
on the ME note;
omg already! i want to sleep lah!!! pls! who the hell is awake at this timing?!??!
I feel damn pathetic just looking at my sis sleeping so blissfully and peacefully beside me while I dream of reaching that kinda sleeping stage! ugh.
k lah sleep fairy come visit me! (: i'm waaaaiiiiting!
TTFN.
; carmella [L]
